I'm in a mood,

In a dangerous mood,

I'm in the mood to climb,

to the top of buildings,

the higher the better,

climb

stand, unsupported, at the edge,

looking down,

feeling the muscles in my legs tense and relax 

keeping me upright as the wind pushes and pulls

acting on reflex,

mind numb.

I'm in the mood to drive,

to take corners as fast as I can,

to drive at the edge of physics,

and feel physics pull on me,
to be part of the car,

feel my body maneuver the car,

automatically,

with no conscious thought,

acting on reflex,

mind numb.

I'm in the mood to fight,

clench my fists and punch,

and get punched back,

it doesn't matter which happens most,

punch, dodge, deflect,

bruises,

pain,

acting on reflex,

mind numb.

I'm in the mood to jump,

run to ledges and throw myself into space,

hurling my body around,

while trying to remain in the air 

as much as possible,

landing on my feet without realising,

sometimes falling,

my hands going out to catch my fall,

acting on reflex,

mind numb.

I'm in the mood to tackle,

stop someone running 

and drag him to the ground,

mindlessly ignoring the pain 

I might experience,

acting on reflex,

mind numb.

Things to do.

I'm forces to think,

the problem,

one can not always control

what one thinks about,

problems resurface

I'm in a mood.

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Ecclsiastes 5:10

Randomosity

Hey people...

last night was random.

I took my sister to Worship team...and didn't feel like going home...so a few calls and pick ups later Ang, Lara, Steve and I where in the car deciding what to do... I must commend Angie and Steve who didnt take any time at all to get ready...Lara on the other hand....although she was getting into bed

well....first stop: atm for steve...( Gzira Front)...and since we were there...a stop to the swings...some fun stuff, random photos, childish play...and a quick visit to Analise who was working as she goes to Scotland soon...but got a photo with her too.

then we were planning on going to checkers...but felt like an icecream first...so a drive up to Tanti's in Sliema for that....

and then

randomly

My car wouldn't start.

...so

while Lara and Steve walked off to checkers I had to get a lift home...

the car is fine...me and my dad went this morning and took ot to the electician.

Photos: 

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=114273&id=519590308

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