Tuesday, July 07, 2009

45 at 11.30ish

hey people,
just wanted to say something.
Something stupid made me happier today, just a bit happier, but happier none the less:
i went to paceville thinking im gonna wait an hour for the bus, but the was one waiting and it left 15 minutes after i sat down on the bus.
so i was home before mid night.
well.

earlier today thought two of the zendrich ladies a photoshop lesson. rather happy with how well they learnt.

another busy day tomorrow.

out.

Saturday, July 04, 2009

*groan*

(first of all, pls notice the dislocated shoulder in the pic to the right)

*groan*
well, im tpying from the filming office.
been a long morning. started early to bus it down to g'mangia, met dugi, took some stuff to Lija, to start setting up and planning where everything is going to be, and now I'm back here till 2.30 when a van comes so we load all the heavier stuff into it and off to Lija again to finish setting up, followed by maybe a quick fly to Gzira to shower, and then back up again to direct the filming of the healing service, after which we have to pack everything up, and get them down to the filming office again, while at the same time helping the sound be dismantled and then packing that away and Joe's house. And then seeing how I'm going to get up to Bugibba at God only knows what time, all this on just a bowl of cereal for breakfast.

*groan*

but thats today.
Yesterday evening was the first Friday free of the summer, and i enjoyed it...most of it.
After helping packing the van, and getting to see Maggi's flat, me and steve went to pv to meet Lanf, Ivan, Luca, Paula, Lara and Kristie, later on of course meeting other people. but starting with 100 minutes which lasted 40 and dancing at Chequers with the candy, and Hacienda...you know tiring fun, the photos will be up soon im sure...
but there came a point, like in every good night, when something happens and puts you down...bleh...hate it...and therefore took the chance for a bit of alone walking time by walking Schinas home (see she did me a favour by letting me) and walking back alone...it helped i guess...
got back and a drive up to Buggiba thanks to lanf, thanks xbin...appreciate it.
anyway...
i think my brain just went to sleep...i have an hour and a half and i have some editing to do...fun fun fun...

*groan*

Wednesday, July 01, 2009

The beach

The stretch of beach lies silent and cold, the sand a shade of blue-gray reflecting the moonlight, the dunes casting their crescent shapes shadows. The echos of the crowds that had filled the beach a few hours ago have faded to silence leaving the sound of the waves to take over.

A figure walks barefoot across the beach. His bare feet adding to the complex pattern of dunes in the sand as he makes his way towards the shore. His face is concealed by the shadows created by the hood covering his head. As he walks with his hands in the pockets of his hoodie, his shadow dances across the sand.
He reaches the shore and stands looking out at the dark sea, the warm water touching his feet, and the sea breeze rippling his clothes.
He stands still.

And then, slowly, like the collapse of a building giving up under the weight of time, folds down and in coming into a sitting position gently, wrapping his arms around his knees.

And there, he bows his head, a symbol of resignation.
Silence.
Stillness.
The breeze picks up a bit and sends little streams of sand flowing down the small dunes, creating low whispering sounds.
He screams. The sudden harsh cry of frustration exploding from beneath that deep, dark hood echos across the bay, disturbing once again the peace that had been created by the emptiness of the place.
And as the figure lies back, raising his arms behind his head to form a pillow, and looks up the stary night sky. A sigh escaped his lips. A sound so soft, someone two meters away would not have heard it, and yet, as full of emotion and meaning as the scream which had preceded it.
And as the last faint echos of the strong outburst fade away, at the back of the mind of the figure lying in this night scene, there is the comforting thought. The knowledge that, like all the other times before this one,no matter how hard it might be, he will get through.
He had done it before, he will do it again.
He raises one arm with the index finger extended pointing at the sky.
"With your help of course," he whispered.