Hey people.
right...
I've lost focus...
I figured I was fdeeling all down and stuff lately becaue i had lost focus...on why I'm in Community, Why I go to meetings and so on...
I was looking for the social aspect...only...i had completely forgoten the REAL reason.
mainly being...I am here, at this point in my life, doing what I'm doing because God loves me and I am trying to love Him back with all my heart.
That's it...
My mind has wandered onto problems of communication, misunderstandings, unfair-ness...or unfairity...*shrug* and forgotten the MAIN REASON...
well...I've realised...and I'm working my way back...feeling better already.
(: <- thank you achie
well...thats the feeling section of the blog....updates:
filmed the Charismatic Renual Conference...was fun, and the praise (especially on Saturday was great) always an event worht going to.
after that, on sunday, as fast as I can to youthfull worship at the Uni chapel...
FANTASTIC! Really a great time of Praise and worship...keep it up to all involved...
well...
community tonight...
glee
Friday, October 31, 2008
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
sniffle
Hey people..
...especially Achie who is my only official follower :)
......I'de love to do a proper update on events thoughts and feelings...
but i'm exhausted and can barely keep my eyes open...the small remainder of recent cold is still triing me out...and to be perfectly honest to you, my readers...the latest book of Terry Pratchett 'Nation', calls me to contyinue reading.
so thats it for now...
hugs
...especially Achie who is my only official follower :)
......I'de love to do a proper update on events thoughts and feelings...
but i'm exhausted and can barely keep my eyes open...the small remainder of recent cold is still triing me out...and to be perfectly honest to you, my readers...the latest book of Terry Pratchett 'Nation', calls me to contyinue reading.
so thats it for now...
hugs
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
A fish out of Water
You know that feeling...?
I'm sure we've all felt it at some point in our lives...some less than others.
The feeling comes when you just joined a group of friends, and you're not fully integrated yet...so you feel out of place.
Understandable after all...everyone knows each other better than you do, there are the inside jokes, plans you don't yet know of..so on....
It sucks balls when you experience that feeling with the group of people you've spent the last three years of your life with.
Through no fault of the people involved, mind you...I'm not accusing...
and I can't even explain why...
What makes it worst is...since the past three years have been spent with these people...and me being me...and the university course choices I made...they are the only real group of friends you have...(now i sound just sad...) but its true...everyone else is merely an aquantance....
Which is why I've been a bit on the down side lately...(for those who where wondering and asking)
It's that feeling of not belonging...anywhere.
...
yeah...
I know these sad depressing outburst of feelings and thought are like so last season but i don't follow fashion...so if you don't like it, don't read it, and if you got this far already and think I'm being stupid to feel this way...*shrugs*
well...
thats it
I'm sure we've all felt it at some point in our lives...some less than others.
The feeling comes when you just joined a group of friends, and you're not fully integrated yet...so you feel out of place.
Understandable after all...everyone knows each other better than you do, there are the inside jokes, plans you don't yet know of..so on....
It sucks balls when you experience that feeling with the group of people you've spent the last three years of your life with.
Through no fault of the people involved, mind you...I'm not accusing...
and I can't even explain why...
What makes it worst is...since the past three years have been spent with these people...and me being me...and the university course choices I made...they are the only real group of friends you have...(now i sound just sad...) but its true...everyone else is merely an aquantance....
Which is why I've been a bit on the down side lately...(for those who where wondering and asking)
It's that feeling of not belonging...anywhere.
...
yeah...
I know these sad depressing outburst of feelings and thought are like so last season but i don't follow fashion...so if you don't like it, don't read it, and if you got this far already and think I'm being stupid to feel this way...*shrugs*
well...
thats it
Thursday, October 16, 2008
time
Slightly irritated, but not much
Arrived 1.5 minutes late for a lecture just now...
and the lecturer, with a kind appologetic gesture, signaled that the doors where closed, so with a nod of appology, i walked back out of the hall and straight to you my readers.
Aren't you lucky.
Well anyway...glad the people that commented (can't know about the others) liked the video...
erm...
...
...coffee
Arrived 1.5 minutes late for a lecture just now...
and the lecturer, with a kind appologetic gesture, signaled that the doors where closed, so with a nod of appology, i walked back out of the hall and straight to you my readers.
Aren't you lucky.
Well anyway...glad the people that commented (can't know about the others) liked the video...
erm...
...
...coffee
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
quicky
Yo.
I have a head ache.
My ears keep poping.
My eye lids feel heavy.
I have four hours of lectures in 45 minutes, followed by my first efl thingy.
I would like to tell you all about the wonderful day we had Sunday...but I'll do that at home after i finish the video on it.
all i'll say is that we definitly need to spend Sunday afternoons outside.
...
...
...
University frees are usually lonely.
that's it.
I have a head ache.
My ears keep poping.
My eye lids feel heavy.
I have four hours of lectures in 45 minutes, followed by my first efl thingy.
I would like to tell you all about the wonderful day we had Sunday...but I'll do that at home after i finish the video on it.
all i'll say is that we definitly need to spend Sunday afternoons outside.
...
...
...
University frees are usually lonely.
that's it.
Sunday, October 12, 2008
"mistake" fixed
Good morning.
its early on a Sunday and I woke up with no real reason...went to mass yesterday and nothing to do for the next few hours...so i decided to fix something i did..
in my last post i introduced Krissie...and i was asked to say that that photo was one of her evil spastic looking twin sister.
and while taking a significant number of photos, we managed to agree on one which is really her...
and here she is for you:
so yeah...
now woman, stop complaining.
cheers to you all
its early on a Sunday and I woke up with no real reason...went to mass yesterday and nothing to do for the next few hours...so i decided to fix something i did..
in my last post i introduced Krissie...and i was asked to say that that photo was one of her evil spastic looking twin sister.
and while taking a significant number of photos, we managed to agree on one which is really her...
and here she is for you:
so yeah...
now woman, stop complaining.
cheers to you all
Wednesday, October 08, 2008
my third first year: a begining
Hey people...
it was been a long time hasnt it....
well...i started uni...again....and its quite interesting till now...
I am very happy sitting alone for most of my lectures doodling in the corner of pages while taking notes...and they're really interesting. but i dont mind being alone...in psycology...my sister sat next to me...and man does that girl talk!
but anyway...
its fun...
had bingo and stuff....that was fun...
and getting into the lifestyle of uni...waking up early...so on so on....
been spending a lot of time with our new friend *click*
Kristina a.k.a. Krissie...who likes Terry Pratchett ^^ and bought a mac today (bigger) ^^
and she's going out with Matt...and I am happy to say I approve :) we hit it off...
any way....
erm...
in other news...due to the parking problem present on and around the university of Malta campus, people have begun taking new approaches to this everyday hassle:
:) made me laugh :)
anyway...end of this week we be moving back down from Bugibba to Gzira...I mean i love it here...but it's a bit of a hassle with uni the rain and all...
really gonna miss this morning drive down though:
but anyway...
I think I've ranted enough...
so...
bugger off :P
it was been a long time hasnt it....
well...i started uni...again....and its quite interesting till now...
I am very happy sitting alone for most of my lectures doodling in the corner of pages while taking notes...and they're really interesting. but i dont mind being alone...in psycology...my sister sat next to me...and man does that girl talk!
but anyway...
its fun...
had bingo and stuff....that was fun...
and getting into the lifestyle of uni...waking up early...so on so on....
been spending a lot of time with our new friend *click*
Kristina a.k.a. Krissie...who likes Terry Pratchett ^^ and bought a mac today (bigger) ^^
and she's going out with Matt...and I am happy to say I approve :) we hit it off...
any way....
erm...
in other news...due to the parking problem present on and around the university of Malta campus, people have begun taking new approaches to this everyday hassle:
:) made me laugh :)
anyway...end of this week we be moving back down from Bugibba to Gzira...I mean i love it here...but it's a bit of a hassle with uni the rain and all...
really gonna miss this morning drive down though:
but anyway...
I think I've ranted enough...
so...
bugger off :P
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