pressure

Disclaimer: I apologize for the lack of blogs relating events, a lot is happening, I just don't feel inclined to write about them.

this feeling,

it's surely not a pleasant one,

it's a constant feeling,

like something is sitting on your chest

and making it difficult to breathe

you take a deep breath 

it comes out in waves

you expect yourself to cry 

at any second

but can't

as your mind still hasn't fully understood what happened

still hasn't accepted,

you're looking for something to stop the feeling in your chest,

you automatically want a hug from the cause of it,

knowing it will only make it worst,

so,

you try put you mind on something else...

rabbids,

cookies,

driving,

swimming,

...

...

...her.