Tuesday, April 07, 2009

pressure

Disclaimer: I apologize for the lack of blogs relating events, a lot is happening, I just don't feel inclined to write about them.

this feeling,
it's surely not a pleasant one,
it's a constant feeling,
like something is sitting on your chest
and making it difficult to breathe
you take a deep breath 
it comes out in waves
you expect yourself to cry 
at any second
but can't
as your mind still hasn't fully understood what happened
still hasn't accepted,
you're looking for something to stop the feeling in your chest,
you automatically want a hug from the cause of it,
knowing it will only make it worst,
so,
you try put you mind on something else...
rabbids,
cookies,
driving,
swimming,
...
...
...her.

1 comment:

^KaI^ said...

now thats...a hoodie day