Thursday, January 29, 2009

to miss

Hey people...
a sad-ish blog today...so if you don't feel like it...stop reading now.
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I'm really missing my car,
she was good to me poor thing, and although she had a bit of problems once in a while, it was fun to fix her, it was a rare chance for my dad and I to bond a bit.
What's irritating about the whole thing is that I crashed through no fault of my own...
I'll admit I did have a habit of driving a bit too fast, as fast as her poor little engine could take me, but this day was not one of them: I was really relaxed, just finished exams, was in a slow mood, listening to the radio with speed being the last thing on my mind...bloody road slipped...
Any way...
with the loss of the car, I realised this evening, I have lost a lot independance. I now am in the possition of looking and checking for lifts again before i agree to go anywhere...bussing it again afer even such a short time (reletavely speaking) is not a pleasant experiance.
I feel dependant again.
well...
not fun.
not happy.

But I'm looking forward to the future with a bit of excitment...I'm curious to see how God's gonna get me out of this situation.
I have a few idea's but with God, who knows?
Guys pray Joni and I get a few adverts we pitched our idea for.
until then...I'll guess I'll start walking again...I need to start getting fit agin...maybe I'll stop feeling old...
that's about it...
I'm now gonna go start the forth book in the Dark Tower series by Stephen King.
I know, I'm a geek....but that's why you all love me.
Xmun

4 comments:

mc said...

oh buses...how i hate them...and its ever so hard to find lifts to where i live lol! a chance to remember what it feels like ux sim lol!!

tc gb marie claire (d one of yth mass who thinks ur getting old XD)

DRew said...

a very big Unwelcome back to my world dude...dw...carhunting means that youll be generally ok liftwise when i get the car issa naraw

Charlene said...

at least u have a license sim i failed again :S grrr its ok sim it will be fine...we all got through it before and some of us are still into the bussing thing hehe it will be ok

Gbu dude tc of urself =)

p.s. heard Dark Tower is very good..had people reading it through our maths lesson in dls lol

Simon said...

yes i know its very good...i wouldnt have got this far otherwise would i? :P

thanks to the rest of you followers :) for the encouraging words