to miss

Hey people...
a sad-ish blog today...so if you don't feel like it...stop reading now.
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I'm really missing my car,
she was good to me poor thing, and although she had a bit of problems once in a while, it was fun to fix her, it was a rare chance for my dad and I to bond a bit.
What's irritating about the whole thing is that I crashed through no fault of my own...
I'll admit I did have a habit of driving a bit too fast, as fast as her poor little engine could take me, but this day was not one of them: I was really relaxed, just finished exams, was in a slow mood, listening to the radio with speed being the last thing on my mind...bloody road slipped...
Any way...
with the loss of the car, I realised this evening, I have lost a lot independance. I now am in the possition of looking and checking for lifts again before i agree to go anywhere...bussing it again afer even such a short time (reletavely speaking) is not a pleasant experiance.
I feel dependant again.
well...
not fun.
not happy.

But I'm looking forward to the future with a bit of excitment...I'm curious to see how God's gonna get me out of this situation.
I have a few idea's but with God, who knows?
Guys pray Joni and I get a few adverts we pitched our idea for.
until then...I'll guess I'll start walking again...I need to start getting fit agin...maybe I'll stop feeling old...
that's about it...
I'm now gonna go start the forth book in the Dark Tower series by Stephen King.
I know, I'm a geek....but that's why you all love me.
Xmun