Hey people, first thanks to all our concern filled comments.
A big thanks to Mark who showed me something I had not seen before. I'm talking about the thing of working for God through how i act at work and so on...very very very true. God bless you dude. We're missing you.
also, I dont feel pressurised, I really want to plat an instrument cause i love making music, or think ide love it, seeing as i dont actually make music now, but i love the capability of working with other people to create a sound which can portray a feeling, thought, or story. Its like a picture really, but a sound instead...
to whoever :) is, i know as a human being i cant make the time or money for an instrument, but my God can do anything, finding me a teacher, time and money is nothing.
ONE IMPORTANT THING: I have no confirmation of acceptance yet, I speak about going to school with such certainty cause i know He wants me there. But still, pray for me.
God bless u all
PS: This is so true: