after having a look in my blog archive i realized that a number of started blogs which i didnt publish got counted by blogger...
in my opinion these don't really count, so....i deleted them from the list...bringing my blog count to 296....this one being the 297th
so im afraid we'll have to wait until the 300 celebration...a good thing in a way, as i've been wanting to blog and couldn't as what i have been preparing for my 300th blog still isn't ready.
sorry for the false alarm...
just got back from st julians..were after much analyzing from certain people...i am not slightly upset that people are judging me as :
- gay (from my actions with matt)
- touchy, or needy (because of my like of cuddles and hug)
Now most of you who know me well, know that i usually can't give a monkeys right testicle what people thing about my actions, i do what i feel, i want to go alone for a walk, i leave, i want to hug someone, i do...as long as i know whatever i'm doing is innocent... why not? right?
today something made me feel conscious about what was said. I don't like being see as needy, or as moody...so i think i'm going to revert back to being my old self...and keep everything inside...i think i'm goign to stop hugging ...
your loss after all :P